Two more days... and those midterms....

When this 2011 spring semester started, I had always waited for spring. Cold January passed, freezing February is gone, and now I am already in the middle of the March. Two more days left until my "sweet" spring vacations♪ But, now I have to worry about my midterms: I have US History and Pre-calculus tests coming... I'm under huge stress right now....

But, still, I think I have to put more effort for the remaining two days. Well, I'm just thinking of my SPRING vacations. After the midterms, my dad (stepfather XD) promised me to buy two pairs of CONVERSE shoes!!! (the indigo blue and pink color ) But only under one condition - if I get all As.

These days, I am very stressed out from studying, getting good grades, SAT, AP stuffs. I mean anyone whose in high school would feel same as me. But these days, I feel that I am becoming little bit relaxed. My grades are going down and I'm sort of losing the enthusiasm, the passion that I had at the beginning of the freshmen year. I doze off during classes and feel that I just don't want to study: I keep sitting in front of the computing surfing through the Internet.

This is how I feel after I reazlie I have works to do after long hour suring the net...



I used to criticize those people who can't concentrate and study. In fact, I think that I had no right to say so because 2011 Stephanie is kind of becoming THEM. I think I need to put more effort into the academics. I have to stop myself from doing all those unnecessary things. But I have wonder: am I going to succeed it? What would happen if I give up? Sometimes, I dream about myself rejecting from all those colleges I apply. It is a nightmare. Everyday for me is a nightmare.

Maybe during these following two weeks, I need to encourage myself to begin studying hard as I did two years ago. I will try my best to find again that passion, that enthusiasm that I had in studying in 2009.

Now I think I'll have to go and study for the upcoming tests.